♥ Wednesday, November 01, 2006
the one thing i regret iin life iis telling you how i felt,
i knew what was goiing to happen .
iits so obvious.
i knew that you would :
-ignore me
-treat me like a stranger
-give me that kind of attitude that i would expect
-never think about my feelings
i had a long talk with sisi at mcdonald's
i felt so UNWANTED ,
so stressed up , no because of GOH .
iits because of another thing .
howw i think about it is like so tiring ,
everyday , its so empty .
might as well go and die better .
iits hard to forget you .
and i really admit it ,
i miss you alot ..
not because i dont see you ,
but because ....
i dont really wish to talk about it .
Today GOH . ok .fine .
why must the rifle be so heavy huh ??!
anywayys ... ii wish to forget you.
BUT i cant .
AND IM SORRY .
3:30 AM ♥